| Location | Breda - The Netherlands |
| Age | 42 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 18/03/1966 |
| Date of Death | 06/02/2009 |
| Visitors | 825 since 20/03/2010 |
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In Loving Memory of my sweetie xxx
After a 2,5 year battle to cancer my sweetie passed away - in the mids of his life - happier than ever - why ?
Every possible research we have done, every nasty test he has undergone, besides the conventional chemo he also tried 4 experimental chemos.We visited the hospital 2 to 3 times a week. All that time we were hoping and praying the cancer would stop growing. The cancer literally ate him away - it spiralled out of control.
I still find it hard to accept my sweetie has passed away. Seeing your loved one die and being so helpless is still hard for me to deal with. I miss him so much, words cannot express how much I miss him. In my heart forever xxx
Robin was a loving, caring, intelligent and sweet guy. He was a true gentleman. He is terribly missed. Love x
Missing you babes - realizing it will never be the same - I am devistated by your loss - Life ain't fair xxx
♥═══♥ FOR THOSE I HAVE LEFT BEHIND ♥═══♥
I have not gone far...I still see...
Those tears you shed...are for me...
I am not unhappy...I am not sad...
I just thank God...For all we had...
I did not choose...To go away...
But God told me...I couldn't stay...
He reached for me...with loving care...
Come with me child...If you dare...
Reach out your arms...to those below...
Blow them a kiss...So they will know...
Let the breeze of your kiss... Pass across their brow...
Let them know you are safe...and happy now...
Now dry your eyes...And remember me...
For where I am...Was meant to be...
To you that I have left behind...
The love we've shared...Will always bind...
If a breeze should pass...Across your brow...
Remember from where it came...And how...
Until we meet again one day...
I've not gone far... I am just away.
Original Poem By: Joanne T. Romano (2001)
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THE MOMENT YOU DIED
The moment that you died, my heart split in two.
One side filled with memories. The other died with you.
I often lay awake at night, when the world is fast asleep.
And take a walk down memory lane, with tears upon my cheeks,
Remembering you is easy, I do it every day.
But missing you is heartache that never goes away.
I hold you tightly within my heart, and there you will remain.
Life has gone on without you, but never will be the same.
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It doesn't get better - ever. I have seen true fear in Robins' eyes - I have seen it all. Like a death sentence was spoken out when the doctor diagnosed Robins' cancer. Robin never accepted his illness. He fought till the very very last second. I have never ever seen a strong human being like Robin. Mentally and physically. He always kept in mind what the doctor told him : there is always a fighting chance. It is heartbreaking and devistating when your loved one looks in the mirror and says to himself ; I have turned into a monster. The tumor in his neck was of an incredible size and everywhere on his chest tumors where growing through his skin. I have never realised that cancer could be such a destroying illness; I hate it, cancer, hate it, hate it, why do people have to suffer so much ???
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I am hope in a stream of hopelessness
I am a dream in a cloud of nightmares
I am love when hate abounds
I am light when darkness surrounds
I am the last breath in fatigue
I am the doubt that only you believe
I am the finishing step
In your endless race
I am the burst of speed
That puts you in first place
I am the part of you that doesn't give up
I am the open path in an endless maze
I am the lush water puddle in a dry desert
I am the last peach on a dying tree
I am the touch of life that sets you free
I am everything you lack
I am the second chance that takes you back
I am the iron shield when you take a blow
I am the one to show you where to go
I am that final thought in your mind
That pushes you to the end
I have always been your greatest friend
I am the part of you that doesn't give up
I am as pristine as the orange ocean sunset
I am as beautiful as the twinkling stars
I am the haste it takes to make it that far
I am as powerful as a raging waterfall
I am the strength to climb any wall
I am the courage in a moment of fear
I am your last bitter crying tear
Before you rise back up
And take what's rightfully yours
I am always there for you
Even when you least expect it
I am the part of you that keeps on going
And with every smile keeps on growing
I am the part of you that never gives up
...I am your determination!
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SLEEPLESS NIGHTS......
I AM JUST SITTING HERE THINKING OF YOU RIGHT NOW
TRYING SO HARD TO GET THOUGH ANOTHER DAY SOME HOW
I DREAD CHRISTMAS COMING DO NOT WANT TO SPEND IT WITHOUT YOU
SHOW ME THE WAY FORWARD I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO
I KNOW THAT I WILL HAVE TO TRY THE ONLY WAY THAT I CAN
TRYING MY BEST STILL NOT KNOWING WHO I REALLY AM
I KNOW THAT I CHANGED MUCH SINCE YOU WENT AWAY
I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME PERSON I WAS NOT EVEN ON CHRISTMAS DAY
IT IS SO HARD TO PRETEND THAT EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT
WHEN I HAVE JUST HAD ANOTHER SLEEPLESS NIGHT
WITH TEARS AND THOUGHTS GOING THOUGH MY HEAD
TRYING SO HARD TO REMEMBER THING THAT WERE SAID
THIS WILL ALWAYS BE SOME THING THAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH ON MY OWN
OVER TIME MY SADDNESS SEEMS TO HAVE GROWN
GRIEF IS NOT SOME KIND OF ILLNESS THAT WE RECOVER FROM
WE SEACH IN VAIN FOR OUR LOVED ONES BUT THEY HAVE GONE
WHY IS IT THAT THIS WORLD CAN SEE TO BE SO VERY UNKIND
I GET ANGRY SAD, AND SOME DAY I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING OUT
OF MY MIND
JUST LIKE SOME THING HAS TAKEN OVER THE PERSON THAT I USED TO BE
I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME SO THAT I COULD SEE
JUST WHAT THE FUTURE HAD HELD IN STORE
MAYBE I COULD HAVE JUST DONE SO MUCH MORE
BEEN ABLE TO STOP WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU
MY DEAREST ANGEL I CANNOT STOP LOVING YOU
I CANNOT TURN OFF MY FEELING THAT JUST IS NOT RIGHT
SO I GUESS IT IS NORMAL TO HAVE ANOTHER SLEEPESS NIGHT
WORRYING SO MUCH THAT CHRISTMAS WILL BE HERE SO SOON
WHILE MY ANGEL SLEEPS IN HEAVEN WAY BEYOND THE STARS AND THE GOLDEN MOON......
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Copyright ~ Rosalind Roberts 2/12/09
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